I know it’s been a while. I haven’t abandoned this blog… yet. Eventually, maybe, but it’s not today.
I’ve been working on my application to grad school. It’s taking an extraordinarily long time. I’m not sure if I’ll get in or not, I just want to give it my best possible shot.
It doesn’t help that I’ve been slowed down from working on my application because I’ve been grieving. I lost my good friend Tim.
I’m going to try and not eulogize him, because I’m not sure if it’s my place to. But I will say, out of all the people on this planet that I ever met — I have never had friend who got me as completely as Tim did. The guy’s experiences were like a fun house mirror’s reflection to my experiences. I hope he felt the same.
Him leaving us fucking sucks, it’s not fair, and the world has been lonelier and sadder. He was supposed to be here if I ever published my novel, and I was hoping to read his book one day.
I’m really going to miss you dude.